*Disclaimer: It seems I'll always have to mention that yes, I realize my posts may be all over the place. Yes, there may be run-on sentences. But I'm suffering from depression, I have a hard enough time just having the motivation to write.* Recently, I have been attending physical therapy for my neck to help … Continue reading You Need To Exercise.
My whole cognitive life I've been struggling with the disabling question, "What is wrong with me?" When I was young, I was told that I was a grumpy, stubborn child and that I never liked to be hugged. "You were never a happy child," says my mother. (Yes, mom, you did say this.) But I'm … Continue reading The Meaning of a Diagnosis
I don't know what lies more: depression or happiness? The only times I can feel validated to the outside world are when I am zombie-depressed. I sleep, I mope, I cry, and I think about suicide for comfort. But what about the other end of the spectrum? When I actually experience "good" days? The other … Continue reading The Psychometer of a Polarized Emotional State
Hello world. Goddamn I'm lost. I have no idea how to start or how to finish anything. I only know how to work on something. Even then, I procrastinate. So maybe I'll just jump right in and hopefully as posts go by it'll start to make some sense. I'm currently unemployed. What better time to … Continue reading Fluffy Butts and Cheese Sandwiches
Just a filler post...nothing more to read here, move along.