You Need To Exercise.

*Disclaimer: It seems I'll always have to mention that yes, I realize my posts may be all over the place. Yes, there may be run-on sentences. But I'm suffering from depression, I have a hard enough time just having the motivation to write.* Recently, I have been attending physical therapy for my neck to help … Continue reading You Need To Exercise.

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The Meaning of a Diagnosis

My whole cognitive life I've been struggling with the disabling question, "What is wrong with me?" When I was young, I was told that I was a grumpy, stubborn child and that I never liked to be hugged. "You were never a happy child," says my mother. (Yes, mom, you did say this.) But I'm … Continue reading The Meaning of a Diagnosis

The Psychometer of a Polarized Emotional State

I don't know what lies more: depression or happiness?  The only times I can feel validated to the outside world are when I am zombie-depressed.  I sleep, I mope, I cry, and I think about suicide for comfort.  But what about the other end of the spectrum?  When I actually experience "good" days? The other … Continue reading The Psychometer of a Polarized Emotional State

Fluffy Butts and Cheese Sandwiches

Hello world.  Goddamn I'm lost.  I have no idea how to start or how to finish anything.  I only know how to work on something.  Even then, I procrastinate.  So maybe I'll just jump right in and hopefully as posts go by it'll start to make some sense. I'm currently unemployed.  What better time to … Continue reading Fluffy Butts and Cheese Sandwiches