The Psychometer of a Polarized Emotional State

I don't know what lies more: depression or happiness?  The only times I can feel validated to the outside world are when I am zombie-depressed.  I sleep, I mope, I cry, and I think about suicide for comfort.  But what about the other end of the spectrum?  When I actually experience "good" days? The other … Continue reading The Psychometer of a Polarized Emotional State

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“Price of Admission”

I love my boyfriend.  He means everything to me.  He supports me in every way, despite his own struggles. But he drives me nuts.  And he smells.  And he hogs the t.v. Every day I am confronted with an ongoing obligation to be the house maid.  I know it's partly my neuroticism but I can't help … Continue reading “Price of Admission”